It feels awfully weird.

When you know you're not meant for something, yet you only discover it so long after. And when you wish it never happen at all in the first place, it's way too late. You will wish that everything was back to where it started, but nothing seems to click, so you get thrown into hell.

It does feel terrible.

People whom you wished could understand you just couldn't. They don't seem to notice what's wrong and will do their best to clean their hands out of it. No, I won't make no more attempts hoping that time could turn back, cause even if it really did, we won't be the same anymore.

So let's just leave the past as it is, at least there were happy memories for us.