10:29 pm, Monday, January 01, 2007

Much love 2007.
1st January 2007,
Oh doesn't that sound smashing!its a brand new second
its a brand new minute
its a brand new hour
its a brand new day
its a brand new week
its a brand new month
and its a brand new year of 2007!!
Fret not, God gave me 365 days in a wonderful year, I'm sucking all of them in minute by minute.
People always tell me, or randomly express "This is the best day i've had in years!" Was that really true, i always wondered. I would ponder on it for a second, and than laugh it off.
It didn't matter.
Birthdays, Christmas, and New Year's. It used to matter to me whom i celebrated it with or how, But it doesn't matter anymore to me!
You could celebrate it lavishly, you could celebrate it simply with brown bread and butter. But i finally understood how the poor and needy felt when their Christmas, or New year's were not as fufilling as the rich and the lavish.
It was that warmth.
That kind of feeling, No one can ever take away from you. Only your family and God could give you that feeling, of knowing that you'll never be alone.
So what if I'm down sick with an awful flu, an unstoppable cough and a rumbling headache, And so what if i don't have any wild celebrations going on around the town, or some hinky-danky area in who-knows-where.
I lied down on bed, sniffing my heart out. When it strike midnight, I wished myself a "Happy new year Chin Yin!" That was it. That was the feeling, one brand new year.
God gave me, and everyone else the best present in the world, Year after year. Memory after memory, A whole new year to amend for our sins we committed, Forget everything bad that happened, and have lots of good ol' experiences.
That was all i needed.
Happy New Year 2007, family and friends.
God Bless Me and You.
Much love,
For everyone that thinks this is overly-mushy, sensitive or weird. :D